EMPTY- BUT NO PLACE :|

A lot of things happened today. I lost hope- I got drenched in rain- I had an ice cream-  I was trying to be normal- I was normal- I was clueless.
There are situations in life where you feel so lonely even when you find everybody around you. Yeah, it was my turn . I did feel. I still feel lonely.
There are times when you feel you were just nothing and you lost your hope- you felt like leaving the Earth? Yes, I did feel so. Being a coward is not on my list. It was just the 'frustrated feeling'. I felt so empty-blank-what was I doing?- why was I upset?
Too many questions, huh? :)
I leave you clueless with this.

P.S: The end of my day, I did feel good because of few people ^__^ Thank you ! <3

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?

They: Why don’t you do CA?

Me: Ahhhh!

They: Hey! Why not ICWAI?

Me: Ahhhh!!!*again*

*After few weeks*

They : So, you sure going to study journalism?

Me: Yes, I am sure.

They: Why don’t you try law? Isn’t it similar to journalism?

Me: K

Well, what’s so wrong with these people? Isn’t it fair to do something I love? Is my career all about just money or also my passion?

I understand they care, but can’t they be cared enough to let me do something of my passion?

I don’t care if I have to struggle, but I will be happy. I don’t regret about my past- don’t regret about my present and I don’t want to regret in future.

CURRENT MOOD: HORRIBLE

STRICTLY NO EMOTIONAL FEELINGS

Why is that the more we find someone close to us, walk away? Is it because they get annoyed? Yes, may be they do....(*????*)Then, why do we meet them? What's that-that actually makes us feel like they are walking away? 

This is the major thing my people complain about *not about me* . Well, I have been through the situation too. There are just few, who remain in my life. 

*I don't really care about the numbers; I always have the best people around.. bet you* There is nothing to blame them, though it still hurts when they walk away :( :(.

Now, I have surpassed my emotional attitude. Not that I don't feel bad for their absence, it's just that I have started to live in my practical world.

Strictly no emotional feelings.

As long as they are in, they will be bugged. ^__^

P.S : I love Pon and Zi *They are cute* ^__^

LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER

It's 12:25 AM *Indian Standard Time*. Looks like I am going to while away another sleepless night. I have not been feeling good for a while *mentally*. Sometimes I feel that someday everything is going to be all right and that thought does not sustain forever.
Yes! My dreams are high *not me, I don't drink* :|   I have no inkling what I am really up to. All I know is I have got a goal and I also know that I am afraid-afraid as to how things are going to work.


But, no matter what, I always feel happy for one thing, for people around me. They always support me.... They always accept whatever I blabber... They laugh for my stupid jokes....They admire my so called singing....
*I loveeee you all forevee and ever and ever...........*