EMPTY- BUT NO PLACE :|

A lot of things happened today. I lost hope- I got drenched in rain- I had an ice cream-  I was trying to be normal- I was normal- I was clueless.
There are situations in life where you feel so lonely even when you find everybody around you. Yeah, it was my turn . I did feel. I still feel lonely.
There are times when you feel you were just nothing and you lost your hope- you felt like leaving the Earth? Yes, I did feel so. Being a coward is not on my list. It was just the 'frustrated feeling'. I felt so empty-blank-what was I doing?- why was I upset?
Too many questions, huh? :)
I leave you clueless with this.

P.S: The end of my day, I did feel good because of few people ^__^ Thank you ! <3

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?

They: Why don’t you do CA?

Me: Ahhhh!

They: Hey! Why not ICWAI?

Me: Ahhhh!!!*again*

*After few weeks*

They : So, you sure going to study journalism?

Me: Yes, I am sure.

They: Why don’t you try law? Isn’t it similar to journalism?

Me: K

Well, what’s so wrong with these people? Isn’t it fair to do something I love? Is my career all about just money or also my passion?

I understand they care, but can’t they be cared enough to let me do something of my passion?

I don’t care if I have to struggle, but I will be happy. I don’t regret about my past- don’t regret about my present and I don’t want to regret in future.

CURRENT MOOD: HORRIBLE

STRICTLY NO EMOTIONAL FEELINGS

Why is that the more we find someone close to us, walk away? Is it because they get annoyed? Yes, may be they do....(*????*)Then, why do we meet them? What's that-that actually makes us feel like they are walking away? 

This is the major thing my people complain about *not about me* . Well, I have been through the situation too. There are just few, who remain in my life. 

*I don't really care about the numbers; I always have the best people around.. bet you* There is nothing to blame them, though it still hurts when they walk away :( :(.

Now, I have surpassed my emotional attitude. Not that I don't feel bad for their absence, it's just that I have started to live in my practical world.

Strictly no emotional feelings.

As long as they are in, they will be bugged. ^__^

P.S : I love Pon and Zi *They are cute* ^__^

LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER

It's 12:25 AM *Indian Standard Time*. Looks like I am going to while away another sleepless night. I have not been feeling good for a while *mentally*. Sometimes I feel that someday everything is going to be all right and that thought does not sustain forever.
Yes! My dreams are high *not me, I don't drink* :|   I have no inkling what I am really up to. All I know is I have got a goal and I also know that I am afraid-afraid as to how things are going to work.


But, no matter what, I always feel happy for one thing, for people around me. They always support me.... They always accept whatever I blabber... They laugh for my stupid jokes....They admire my so called singing....
*I loveeee you all forevee and ever and ever...........*

SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 5, 2011

Dear Diary,
              It's been a while since I blogged; they say every good thing has its time, but I believe it's the other way. Yes, what am I waiting for? Perfection? Perfection to write? If  I have to wait for perfection, I would never write, nor sing. It's time to work my fingers to the bone, time for something new and surprising. Let it surprise you......^__^

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Saturday, October 1, 2011- Good night, sleep tight.

It’s 11:47 pm . How I wish there were no nights. I feel like going for a walk at the beach right now. But I don’t really wish it was so real, for I would look like a ghost wandering around. Talking about ghosts, I pray I don’t get any nightmares. Good night.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011- Music+Rain+Novel+Pani-Puri+ Friends

Music, Rain, Novel, Pani-Puri and friends- What else can I ask for?

A perfect day to write. One of the happiest days in my life, today. How does it feel like to get drenched in the rain and listen to your favourite numbers played in the iPod? How does it feel like to walk with your friends? Amazing, isn’t it? I did not know my life had a life in it, until I started to write my life story. It was at 6:00 pm, when my friend and I paused by a nearby chaat shop to eat Pani-Puri, a delicious snack. Thanks to my friend who tempted me to eat Pani-Puri and thanks to the rain for spicing-up the moment. While I was returning my way alone, I was taken away emotionally by a cute dog which was wandering. The dog looked like as if it had lost its Master. I walked away like I never cared about it. In few minutes, I sensed someone following me; when I looked around to see the “someone”, Ahh!! It was the cute dog, shaking its tail. Those innocent eyes really got my eye. I did not know what to do; I stood there, confused. There was no way I was going to take it home, for my apartment owners would hurl me out of the house and that’s when I decided to call the “Blue Cross”.

“Hi!” a voice I heard. “Hello, I am Gayathri. There is a dog wandering around looking for its master, thought you would help, would you?”

“Yes, ma’am, sure,” this time, he sounded too confident. I gave him the details he asked for. He also said he would be there soon to rescue the dog. Ahhhh!! Sad, I did not want to leave the dog alone, but I had to, unwillingly. I hope the Blue Cross had taken the dog along with them. I was just thinking that at times even we do wander, not knowing our life's path and we need someone to guide us.That's life.

Monday, August 29, 2011

This is my first page (post) and I have no inkling what to start off with. I really don’t need a topic to write when my Blog’s title reads, “My Life’s notebook”. Ever since my childhood, the only companion I have been sharing my moments of pain and happiness is my diary. Now that I got this Blog created, you- my dear friends, strangers and enemies (if I have one) will be able to read my thoughts, ideas, anything and everything. Though, I can’t assure you complete source of entertainment, I guarantee, you will never get bored to read one’s diary. Well, this is no way near to my secrets, but I created this Blog for few reasons-

1. I love writing; 2.  For those who know me in and out, there is something which you haven’t read or heard, and you can find it here; 3. For those aliens, I say, be ready to whoop, smile, cry, jump, and comment; 4. Besides all this, there is one thing I wish to quote, “Diary is not just a company to hang out with, but a friend to whom you can write forever until it ends.” But, in my case, you can find non- stop-writing. With this, I end the first page; please turn over. ^_^